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Last Sunday I took Brielle to church for the first time since she was born. I loved dressing my little girl for church. My mother in law found this adorable outfit for Brielle. She was our little snow angel. I kept the outfit on all day because I know in a few weeks she will not be able to wear this newborn outfit. I can't believe how much she has grown in four weeks. Time is flying by so fast. Brielle right now weighs 7 pounds. She eats 3 oz per feeding and she wakes up every three hours to eat during the night. I get very little sleep. Last night I got a total of four hours of sleep and some how I survived today.Today our sweet Bri turned one month. I took a picture of her tonight to document this monumental day. This sleeper is size newborn. She wore it home from the hospital and it was pretty big. Today it fits perfect and if her legs get any longer we will be moving on to our 0-3 month sleepers.
I can't believe Brielle is two weeks old. She definitely came a lot earlier then expected but we are loving our little peanut. Today she went to the doctor and she now weighs six pounds. She hardly cries but she loves to grunt. She is a very calm and good baby. I really enjoy having a daughter. I love dressing her in pink and in bows.Last Wednesday some good friends in my ward through me a baby shower. They were kind enough to postpone it one week since I ended up delivering Brielle the day before the original shower date. It has been hard for me to be so far away from my family but it was nice to feel so loved by the women in my ward. I really enjoyed myself that evening and I was able to bring Brielle to the shower. She slept the entire time. Here are the Fuller girls posing for the camera.
Brielle Elizabeth Fuller was born Tuesday Nov. 3rd at 9:40 p.m. in the evening. She weighed 5lbs 14 oz. and was 19.5 inches long. She came 3 weeks and 2 days early. This was a lot earlier then what we were expecting but baby and mom are doing fine. We were released from the hospital yesterday afternoon. Jeff and I are so grateful Heavenly Father has sent this sweet spirit to us.
These pictures were all taken at the hospital. I want to write about her birth for journalling purposes so you may want to scroll down to the pictures if you do not want to read about her birth.
I have had so many overwhelming feelings about this pregnancy. Jeff and I have wanted another little one in our home for quite sometime. I can hardly believe she is here.
About two weeks ago I woke up in the middle of the night with some bleeding. I called the on call doctor and she told me it was probably no big deal but to continue to watch the quantity. The next morning the bleeding continued so Jeff and I called the on call doctor and she told me to go into labor and delivery to get checked out since it was a Saturday morning. At the hospital they checked the babies heart rate and checked to see if I was contracting. Here heart rate was good and I was not having any contractions so the doctor did not seem to worried. She asked if I had placenta previa and I told her that at my 22 week ultrasound we did not see any signs of placenta previa. She said my stomach was soft so I was not having a placenta eruption. She checked to see if I was dilated but I was not so she told me that the bleeding was probably caused by my bowel movement I had in the middle of night. She said the BM probably caused my uterus to shift. Jeff and I accepted this theory and went home.
On Tuesday Oct. 27th I went in to see my doctor told her about what had happened Saturday. She thought the bleeding was strange but accepted the on call doctors theory. She was in a hurry to help deliver a 25 week old baby by c-section so she did my strep B test and hurried out the door.
Tuesday Nov. 3rd I woke up and took Brayden to preschool, went by a friends house to look at paint, and then I headed to the nail salon to get a pedicure. I am so glad I pampered myself Tuesday morning because little did I know what was to come. After my pedicure I picked up pizza. As I was paying for the pizza I felt clots of blood coming out. I called Jeff and rushed home. We called my doctor and she told me to come in ASAP.
My doctor did an ultrasound and told Jeff and I she wanted a perinatologist to a more detailed ultrasound. She told us to check into labor and delivery. The last thing my doctor asked me is if I had eaten lunch yet. Luckily I had grabbed a piece of pizza on my way out the door. I had a feeling she asked me that just in case I had to have an unscheduled c-section.
Jeff joked on the way to hospital "Wouldn't it be great if we have the baby today." I did not want this because I did not feel prepared. My baby shower was scheduled for Wednesday night. Her baby room was still not done and my house was not organized completely the way I wanted it. I had not completed my nesting.
We went in and had the ultrasound. The doctor confirmed I had placenta previa. She said my placenta was completely covering my cervix and that I would definitely have to have a c-section. She said that Brielle was measuring about six pounds and looked healthy. She recommended we just get the baby out but she would let my doctor decide if she wanted to wait a day or two.
She talked to my doctor and the on call doctor and they decided they wanted to get the baby out at 9:15 that night. I cried. I felt so overwhelmed and scared. I did not want c-section. I also could not believe I would miss the baby shower by one day. After a few phone calls from family and friends my spirits were uplifted. I had two hours to prepare myself for the c-section.
I went for the c-section at 9:15 p.m. and by 9:40 p.m. Brielle was out. She had lots of dark hair and had a distinct girlie cry. Jeff and I cried tears of joy. My spinal worked great I did not feel a thing. I am so grateful for pain meds and modern technology. While they stitched me up Jeff went with Brielle to the nursery. I did not feel any pain until I was in the recovery room. That is where I started to throw up and feel severe stomach pain. Somehow I made it through the night.
I am so grateful that Heavenly Father allowed us to find out I had placenta previa before I went into active labor. Brielle and my life would have been at risk if I had gone into active labor. I know angels were watching out for her and I.
Many family and friends have called and visited. Jeff and I have felt so loved by others.
Jeff is all suited up to go in the operating room.
This is Brielle right after she was born. We could not believe how much hair she had.
This is Brielle being weighed. She did not even make it to 6 pounds.
Brielle is finally all cleaned up.
Fall is my favorite time of year. I love the cooler weather, I love eating anything pumpkin, and I love the anticipation of all the holidays to come. This year is even more special because we are also waiting the arrival of our little girl!!
Jeff's dad's birthday is on Halloween so we took him out to dinner at Ruby Tuesdays and then came back home and and ate pumpkin squares. We took some family pictures before we took Brayden trick or treating. You will notice I am not in any of the pictures but that was done on purpose. All you pregnant women out there can understand.
This year for Halloween Brayden was a lion for the second time in his life. He wore this outfit when he was five months old and it pretty much covered his body now it fits just perfect. Here is my lion now............And here is what my little lion looked like three years ago. Wow, he has grown so much but he still just as adorable!!!
The unique thing about Jeff, Heather, and Brayden is they are all 13 years apart. Jeff is 13 years older than his youngest sister Heather and Heather is almost exactly 13 years older then her nephew Brayden.
We made grandpa take this picture even though he did not want to. You have to take a picture on your birthday.
Grandma Jill, Heather, and Brayden being silly.After we took Brayden trick or treating we went over to the Albrethsen's to play some games and eat yummy food. We had a lot a fun and we were grateful for the extra hour of sleep we got since it was daylight savings last night.
Heather is on the drill team at Reagon High. Last Friday they did a halftime routine to thriller. Here is what Heather looked like for the performance. She definitely scared Brayden. She spent all Saturday morning working on her hair trying to get the hairspray and knots out.
Well I have been horrible about keeping up with blogging but I decided tonight I am going to catch up on what we the Fuller's have been up to. This year Brayden is in a Preschool co-op with some other children from our ward. At the end of each month we take field trips. So far we have been to fire station and the pumpkin patch. This is our future firefighter in the making.
Brayden loved sitting in the fire truck. They let the kids sit in the firetruck, spray a fire hose and climb through the firetruck. They even put on the firetruck siren.
The pumpkin patch was a lot of fun. They had six learning station for the kids. They painted pumpkins, went on a hayride, pulled red wagons, and played some games. Brayden was our little pilgrim and Daddy was our Indian.This is Brayden doing his first potato sack race he loved it. What little boy does not love to jump.
Well this week has been crazy busy and I know right now I should be sleeping but she (the baby) is always kicking and awake right when I need to go to bed. So I decided to blog. I have been trying to improve my sewing skills so I made a few burp cloths for a special friend in my ward. I had to take a picture of what I sewed so I could prove to my family that I am becoming more and more domesticated. I really enjoy sewing. I never would have said that ten years ago.
My mother-in-law sewed these pink ones for me. I think these burp cloths are all really cute. Homemade gifts are the best. They are such a labor of love. Hopefully my sewing skills will continue to improve.
Today we found out the cat scan results for my mother. The doctor said everything looks clear so she will just have check ups every couple of months. We are so happy that it looks like there will be no more chemo treatments. This is such a relief for my mother and our family. It is so nice to hear good news. You really appreciate the ups in life when you have felt the downs. I am so thankful today. My heart is full!!!
FYI........I went in to see my doctor today and she surprised me by offering to do a gender ultrasound. She confirmed that it looks like a girl. I think now after two ultrasounds I can feel confident about shopping in the girls department. Pink here I come!!!
Well this afternoon a dear friend of ours did an ultrasound for me. I have been itching to know what we are having. I am 25 weeks and and three days along. I have waited six weeks longer than I did with Brayden. Talk about suspense. Well we are more than 90% sure its a ............ GIRL!!! We looked long and hard and could not see anything poking out. We even double checked. We are excited and I don't even know where to start. Part of me has a hard time even thinking it is possible Jeff and I could even have a girl. I guess I will probably be in denial until I finally hold her in my arms. This has been a bitter sweet day because exactly a year ago today I was in the hospital having a miscarriage. I know today was a tender mercy from the Lord.
Jeff has been begging me to get the pictures up of our Arizona and California trip. Here are the pictures finally from our trip. We had the opportunity to go out to California with are good friends Sheri and Jeremy and their two daughters. We even drove out together and squeezed all seven of us into a Nissan Armada. These first few pictures are of us as Balboa Island. The weather was gorgeous. I love being in a place where we can wear a light sweater at night. Here Brayden and Jeff are enjoying the sunset at the pier.
Brayden loves riding carousels.
This is my favorite picture I got with Brayden with Mickey Mouse at Toontown. He was so excited to Mickey Mouses house.Here we are at Club 33. We just got done eating a nice large meal and we were ready to head back into the Disneyland crowds.
Don't you want to squeeze and kiss both of their cheeks?
Brayden and Jeff really enjoyed riding the bumper cars.Brayden and his friends Shade and Maddie got to meet Handy Manny. I actually like watching Handy Manny.
Jeff matches perfect with Mickey and Minnie.
Enjoying the sun at Laguna Beach. I love my two boys.
This is my mom with Brayden. On August 25th we will get back her cat scans results. We are all hoping for good news. I think my mom looks beautiful.
Brayden got to be in Az for his 2nd cousin Dallin's 3rd birthday. Dallin and Brayden love each other so much. They are a handful though when they are together. I found these outfits at Kohls on clearance. So the boys matched for Dallin's party. I think they are adorable.My best friend Janae' and I took our kids to the Glendale recreation pool one day. Crew and Brayden had so much fun riding the slides and the lazy river.
We had so much fun spending time with family and friends. I was so excited to meet my new nephew Bradly!!!I wish we had had more time out in AZ because I was not able to see everyone I wanted to see. Hopefully we will be able to see more people when we come back in December!
Well Jeff and I just got back from AZ last night around 8:00 p.m. We drove 14 hours yesterday. Brayden and I slept in till 10:00 a.m. this morning. We had so much fun visiting our family and friends. We also had the opportunity to go to Disneyland with some good friends. I will post pictures of the trip as soon as I unpack my camera.
Every time I return back to San Antonio from AZ I always have a let down day. I feel a little down and to be quite honest sometimes I cry. I wish I did not feel like this but I do. I know Jeff and I are suppose to be in San Antonio right now. I have met some wonderful people here and Jeff and I have had neat experiences here. Every time I come home and feel like this I get mad at myself because I know I just need to be happy. I definitely do not miss the 115 degree heat and the fact that the only green that exists in Gilbert is the farmlands and grass yards but I have so many good memories in this dessert oasis. AZ is where I met my truelove, got sealed in the temple, graduated from college, became a school teacher, bought our first house, and had our firstborn child. So many memories flood my mind as I visit AZ. I hope I am not the only one who ever feels like this about a place they have lived so many years.
I am excited for what the future holds. I know here in San Antonio is where we will give birth to our second child in just a few months and hopefully we will buy our second house here as well. Jeff and I have had great opportunities to serve the youth here in San Antonio and the adults as well here in our ward. These past two years have been a big learning experience for Jeff and I. I am so grateful for the people here in San Antonio who have reached out to us and have become our friends. Feeling loved by others has helped Jeff and I with this transition. I hope that Jeff and I can make others feel the same.
Today I went in for my second ultrasound. Jeff and I have been so excited to find out what we are having. I have been dreaming about baby girls and boys for the last couple weeks. It looks like we have a modest and shy baby. The baby kept its legs together the entire time. The doctor could not get the baby to move its legs apart. Then at the end of the ultrasound the baby crossed it ankles. I guess it was feeling very comfy. I won't be having another ultrasound until I get back from AZ. Has this happened to anyone else? I don't know if I can stand to wait any longer. The goods news is the baby looks healthy. The baby is measuring a little small but has long legs. I almost 22 weeks and it looks like my next ultrasound won't be until I am 24 weeks. I guess Heavenly Father is trying to teach me patience. He is probably giggling at me thinking I will know soon enough. I will keep everyone posted on the gender once we find out.
Brayden is growing up so fast. He loves trucks, cars, and boats. I took this picture of Brayden on Jeff's parents boat last week. This is a typical Brayden smile.
A week ago (July 11th to be exact) Brayden said his first prayer all by himself. I wanted to write down what he said. It was a Saturday night and we had just come into the house from swimming. Brayden wanted eggs because he was hungry. I made him eggs and he informed me we needed to say prayer. I asked him if he wanted to say prayer. He started by saying "Dear Heavenly Father, please bless the eggs, please bless mummi" and then he said "Dear" and paused. He said "Dear" again and then I said "in the " and he finished the prayer with Jesus Christ amen.
My heart was so touched to here him say a prayer all by himself. He even remembered to pray for my mom who is fighting stomach cancer. My mom is from Finland and in Finland mummi is how you say grandma. I can't believe how fast he is growing. Next year he will be a sunbeam.
I am so grateful for the power of prayers . I know Heavenly Father hears our prayers. Whether we are 29 or 3 years old he will always listen to us. Tuesday my mom goes in for a catscan to see if her cancer is gone. We are hoping for good news and it would be a great birthday gift for her since her birthday is Wed. July 22nd.
Last Sunday I had Jeff take a picture of me so I can show this baby what I looked like at 20 weeks. The belly has finally popped. I am more than halfway there. Thanksgiving can't come soon enough!!
Well this summer has definitely been hotter than normal. I am starting to feel like I am back in AZ. To keep cool this summer we have been swimming and taking weekly lake trips. Brayden could swim all day if we let him. He doesn't even mind swimming all by himself. He is jumping off the diving board all by himself. He still has to swim with a life vest on but hopefully next summer he can swim all by himself. My baby is getting so big!
Jeff's parents live right on Lake McQueeny in Seguin TX. Their place is beautiful. They just got done remodeling their house. I will post pictures later of the before and after. Now that it is summer we have been going boating almost every Thursday. Jeff's family is a boating family. You cannot be a Fuller without knowing how to wake board. Jeff has been wake boarding for 14 years. He can do lots of flips and tricks on his wake board. He is so fun to watch. In this picture Jeff is doing an air raley. In the second picture Jeff is in mid air doing a toe side back roll. I am itching to wake board but I guess I will have to wait until next summer.

Well once again I have slacked on blogging. We have been so busy this past month. Jeff and I celebrated our birthdays at the beginning of May. My sister Jonelle gave birth to her son on May 20th. My sister-law Heather turned 16 on May 28th, and Brayden turned 3 on May 29th. I am going to try and avoid having another child in May because so many of our family members already have May birthdays.
This past week Jeff's cousin Jake his wife Alli and their son Dallin came to San Antonio to visit us. I decided to wait and have a family birthday party for Brayden when his second cousin Dallin was in town. This year we had a Mickey Mouse party. Brayden loves watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. This was the first show he would sit down and watch.
Alli bought Brayden an adorable Mickey Mouse outfit for his party. We went swimming and grilled up hamburgers. Jake makes the best burgers. I was in food heaven. I miss eating Jake's burgers, steaks, and pulled pork sandwiches.
While Jake and Alli were here we went to the river walk, shopped, barbecued, and went swimming. They were only here a couple of days but we had a lot of fun.
My camera has been taking a lot of blurry pictures. Not too many pictures turned out decent but here are a few that were not blurry. Brayden is driving his "truck" with Donald and Mickey in his "truck bed." (Alli please send me your pictures. Most my pictures are blurry.)
Here is picture of my two favorite boys! Brayden loves his dad. Daddy is #1 in his eyes. If Brayden comes to our room in the middle of the night he always goes to Jeff's side of the bed. If Brayden wakes up crying in the middle of the night daddy is the only one who can calm him down. Brayden is a daddy's boy. Maybe our next child will make me their #1.
Here is a picture of Brayden's Mickey Mouse Cake. Jill and I had busy week making Brayden's and Heather's homemade cakes. They both turned out cute, but I do have to say I am all caked out.
Dallin and Brayden had so much fun jumping on the trampoline. Oh, the life of a three year old.
Alli bought Dallin and Brayden these life vests on clearance at Sams Club. She gave Brayden his vest at his birthday party. Brayden put it on but decided that was all he needed to wear to go swimming. We all were laughing when he came out from his room only wearing the life vest. I had to take a picture.
I can't believe Jeff's baby sister is 16!! I have known Heather since she was eight years old. She has grown so much these past eight years. She has become a beautiful young woman and I am glad to have her as a sister-in-law. For her birthday Heather had a boy girl party at our house. They played games, went swimming, and ate pizza and cake. I think everyone had a blast.
One thing I love to make for a birthday party is a homemade, creative birthday cake. Jill and I made this sweet sixteen cake for Heather. We loved it! It was super cute and girlie. Leslie a friend in our ward gave us the tip to cook the cake 325 degrees and cook it ten minuted longer then what the box says for the minimum amount of time. To check and see if it is done you push your finger on the top of the cake. If it presses back up it is done. Cooking at this temperature makes your cake super moist and it does not fall apart when you flip it out of the cake pan. Thanks Leslie for the tip.
Heather's sweet sixteen party happened to fall on Brayden's Birthday. Brayden wanted to eat her cake so bad all day. Jill and I made Brayden some cupcakes and sang Happy Birthday to him. Brayden was so excited to blow out the candles and finally hear that this was his cake.
Brayden got to blow out candles three times. Once on his real birthday, at Chuckee Cheese at his friend party, and then again at his family party.
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Brayden stuffing his face. I think he ate the whole cupcake in three bites.
Bradley Ryan West was born May 20th weighing 7 pounds 6 oz. My sister pushed twice!!! So not fair.
Now I have a niece and a nephew. Here is Carly feeding her baby brother. They are both adorable.
I was not able to be in AZ for Jonelle's baby shower so I made this Diaper cake and brought it up to AZ during spring break. I think it turned out cute and it was super easy to make.

Last Tuesday Jeff and I found out we will be having Thanksgiving Baby! My due date is November 26th which happens to be Thanksgiving Day! Due to my miscarriage last August I wanted to wait on telling people our news until after I had been to the doctor. So far everything looked good on the ultrasound. We are hoping things will continue that way. We ultimately know it is in the Lords hands. To see this babies heart beating was the best Birthday present Jeff and I could ask for!
I am feeling so guilty that I have not blogged in a while. It just seems like life has been so busy the past few months, but once again I have found peace and quiet so I feel this is the perfect time to blog. Easter was wonderful. We went over to my in-laws and I did not have to cook or bake one item. Jill made a yummy roast, potatoes, rolls, carrots, and dessert. Thanks Jill. We did a little Easter egg hunt for Brayden which he of course loved. Here are some pictures of us Easter morning.
Last weekend Jeff's Aunt Sue and Uncle Larry came and visited us. We had fun with them like we always do. At the beginning of June Jeff's cousin Jake, Alli, and Dallin will be visiting us and then my sister Jonelle and her family will be coming to see us in July. I am so excited to have visitors since I miss my family and friends back in AZ so much. Jeff and I have been busy with our callings and work. Jeff is now the 2nd counselor in the Elders Quorum and I am still working with the YW. I am getting everything ready for girls camp. I think it is going to be a lot of fun.
In my spare time I like to work on projects. I have plans of sewing an apron. I have sewn a few bean bags. I would like to make some more necklaces, and eventually I would like to paint Brayden's future big boy room, but my latest project has been repainting an end table. My very good friend Courtney just moved into their first brand new home. I am sad she won't be in the same ward as me but happy that she still does not live that far from me. Courtney has this end table given to her from her Father that she wants to keep but give it an update look. I suggested sanding it and then painting it black. Due to my love of making something old and making it look new I took on the project myself. Here are the before and after pictures. I think it turned out great. I am glad Courtney has always been such a good friend to me because this was definitely a labor of love. I love you Courtney!This picture was taken after I sanded it but imagine a dark stain finish with little dark brown speckles.
It is amazing what a little paint can do for furniture. The only question I have is I have not been able to find a good varnish to put on after I paint that does not bubble or make the furniture look real shiny. Does anyone know of a good varnish?
I have been wanting to update our blog for a long time but it just has not made the priority list until tonight. Last week Jeff and I went back to AZ for spring break. We drove the 15 hours all through the night so that Brayden would sleep the majority of the trip.
My mother started her chemo treatment the weekend we arrived. Last Friday she was sent to the ER because her doctor thought she had an infection. My mother was miserable and it was very hard to watch her be in so much pain. She was released from the hospital today and it looks like she did have an infection but the dosage of chemo she was given was too much for her to handle. That is what made her so sick. Hopefully they can figure out the best dosage for her.
I have been feeling so bad that I am not in AZ to help my mother and father out more. I wish I lived 1000 miles closer but it is not possible right now. I was talking to my friend Lucy the other day about my feelings. She told me that by serving my ward here in Texas, people in my parents ward will serve her in my place. Today I called home to see how things were going. My brother informed me that my mother is coming home today and that she is feeling better. He also told me the young women in their ward were cleaning up the house for my mom. If you know my mom she loves having a very clean house. I wanted to cry. My parents ward have been so good to my family. People have brought dinners, my mother's visiting teacher took my mom to the ER last Friday and stayed with her at the hospital the entire day until my dad was able to get to the hospital, and now the YW have given up time during their spring break to help clean. My heart is full. I have the opportunity to work with and serve the Young Women in my ward and I have just recently been called to be the ward camp leader. I have a testimony of what it means to have a ward family.
Our trip to AZ was short but I was glad to spend time with family and loved ones. I was able to see the baby blessing of my best friend Janae's baby girl. My sister and I decorated her daughters room and baby room. Jeff's favorite mission companion and his wife just had a baby girl and we were able to see her, we helped my dad with the Mormon prom dinner for my brother, celebrated my nieces birthday, and spent time with the Anthons. Our computer caught a virus so I will have to download pictures a little later of our trip. Thanks for the love and support we have felt these past few months.
Yesterday Jeff and I celebrated our fifth wedding anniversary. Where has the time gone? To celebrate Jeff scheduled a couples massage for us in the afternoon. Then in the evening we went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner and we saw the movie curious life of Benjamin Button. The massage was wonderful. It was my first full body massage. I definitely will be asking for one for my birthday. It was nice to spend some alone time with Jeff. Thanks Grandma Jill for watching Brayden.
I feel I have learned a lot these past few years. Marriage is definitely hard but it is also so rewarding. I have learned that we are not happy unless we are both trying to put the other persons needs in front of ours. I cannot be selfish. I have learned to have more patience and I am continuing to learn patience. I have learned that Jeff has to have sleep otherwise we are both miserable. I have learned that with some things we may never completely see eye to eye but that is okay. I also have learned that Heavenly Father is connected in every way to our marriage. I am so grateful that Jeff and I were sealed together as an eternal family. It is a day I will never forget. At times I know we both get discouraged, but I am so grateful that Jeff and I know we can turn to our Heavenly Father for help so we can be reminded of the potential he sees in the both us together. Jeff and I am excited to see what is in store for us these next five years!! I love you!
Here is one of our engagement pictures over five years ago. I think we look like babies!
I have wanted to update our blog for a couple weeks but have not found the time until now. January has been a month of many ups and downs for my family. On New Years day my father called to tell me my mother has stomach cancer. It was a complete shock to our family. I had just gotten back from AZ and my mother did not act sick in any way while I was visiting. I went numb on the phone with my father. When my mother got on the phone I tried to hold back the tears but I lost it when she told me that she will accept whatever Heavenly Father has in store for her. We cried together and had a family pity party. Later that day my mother received a priesthood blessing that said many wonderful things that uplifted all of our spirits.
Just prior to this phone call from my father I had been thinking of what good things may happen for us in 2009. I was excited to set new goals. 2008 was not an easy year for Jeff and I. It was one of the hardest years in our marriage but I know I have grown from the trials we have experienced. The news of my mom put me in a deep depression. I felt it was the last straw I could handle. That evening I asked Jeff for a blessing. Once again my Heavenly Father gave me the comfort, peace, and strength to move forward with daily life. On fast Sunday I was able to bear my testimony. I felt so good to share my testimony of the gospel and of my Savior. In the past month so many people have said things to me that have given me so much strength and peace. I feel they are my angels.
Later on in the week we found out that it looked like the cancer had not spread outside of her stomach. My mother went into surgery last week to have part of her stomach removed. The doctor seemed very pleased with the surgery. We will find out in a couple weeks if my mom will need chemo treatment. My mom is back at home resting and she is doing well. I ask that if you are reading this to pray for my mother. I know that she can be healed according to our faith.
I know these trials we are experiencing will continue to teach us things we need to learn. Patience and long suffering are things I have learned to have more of this past year. I feel I will be able to have empathy for others who may experience similar trials. I have gained a different outlook on life. Enjoy the little things. Laugh when your two year old throws a tantrum. Cherish the time you have with family and loved ones. Show your love and appreciation to your family and loved ones.
About an hour before I left for AZ I decided to take family pictures hoping one would be good enough to send out to all my family and friends. Brayden has reached the stage of being very difficult when it comes to pictures. This was the best picture I could get of the three of us. Sad to say this picture did not make the cut as good enough to send out. This year I am simplifying and through our blog I would like to wish all my friends and family a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! Brayden is at that age where he gets into everything. Nothing is off limits to him. Here is my niece Carly and Brayden hiding themselves in my parents loft entertainment center. They pulled all the videos out of this cabinet and made quite a mess. I think I am scaring my sister into not wanting boys after she spent a few days with Brayden. Brayden is our little Dennis the Menace. He gets into everything all day. I am constantly cleaning up after him. Brayden and his second cousin Dallin were pretending that they were asleep. Brayden had so much fun playing with his buddies.
Well Brayden and I have been in AZ for the past week and Jeff just arrived last night. We will be here until Sunday. I have had a blast hanging out with my family and friends. My mom and I spent two full days last weekend sewing drapes for her living and dining room. I sewed my first pillow. I have found my new favorite restaurant Pita Jungle. I think Janae and I both ate there three times last week. I have been having so much fun. I wish I could stay longer so I can spend more time with everyone. I have been going back and forth from Peoria to Gilbert trying to visit family and friends. Snow was brought to my parents community the other day. My Dad, sister and I decided to take Brayden and his cousin Carly sledding. They had so much fun. They were able to enjoy snow in 70 degree weather. Here are some pictures of us sledding.
Last night for mutual all the youth wrapped presents for kids who would not normally have Christmas. This program is called Elf Louise. I participated last year and loved it, so I had to make sure I would be in town for this activity this year. We found out that through this program 25,000 kids will receive presents Christmas morning. The youth loved this activity as well as all the leaders. It truly puts you in the Christmas spirit.
Well these past few weeks I have been working on some home projects. I get so much satisfaction in beautifying things. A week and a half ago my mother-in-law and I put up my Christmas tree. I will be in AZ for Christmas so I wanted to have my tree up for a while before I leave. I think I get more excited now to put up my tree than actually opening presents on Christmas. This year Jill and I found some cute candy decorations at Hobby Lobby. I also found my stockings there as well. Gotta love Hobby Lobby! I can't wait to go to the Orange Patch boutique when I am out in AZ. I got a lot of my decorations there a few years ago.
This Year for Halloween Brayden went as a bumblebee. My mother-in- law found this costume at Burlington Coat Factory. I know by next year Brayden will be telling me what he wants to be so I had to pick a soft cuddly outfit. Brayden did not like wearing this costume when we tried it on at the store . I was afraid he would not wear it on Halloween, so we had a few practice sessions. I explained to him that if he wore the costume he would get candy. Then I would take him to the front door and have him ring the door bell and say trick or treat. I would then proceed to give him a piece of candy. After a few practice sessions he was ready to go. By Halloween he was begging to get in his outfit and even the day after Halloween he begged to have it on.
I love this time of year. The mornings and evenings are cool but the days are still warm. I love sleeping with the windows open. I love the anticipation of Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas! October is definitely my favorite month.
This is a typical picture of Brayden sleeping. He has to have a whole mouthful of blankie in his mouth. As a baby Brayden never liked binkies or sucked his thumb. Around eight or nine months her started to have an attachment to this blue blanket. Before you know it he started sucking the corners of this blanket causing me to have to cut the corners and wash his blanket every few days. Brayden does not call his blanket "blankie" he calls it "ditty" and we have no idea where he came up with that name. I have tried weening him off his blankie. My mother in law found another blue blanket at a garage sale and we started to give him that blanket. We feared if we ever lost the original blanket my nights of sleep would be over. As time went on Brayden realized there were two blankets so when I now put him to bed he has to have both "ditties." The strange thing is he only sucks the corners of the original blanket. I guess one tastes better then the other! He looks so peaceful when he sleeps.
Today is my sisters 26th Birthday. I really have no memories of life without her. We always played together as children. We fought over clothes as teenagers and now we give each other comfort and advice. Sometimes I feel she should have been the older sister. We were married exactly two weeks apart and our firstborns are only 3 months apart. We have been through many ups and downs together. I am so glad Heavenly Father gave me such a sweet, kind, and beautiful sister. I love you Jonelle. Happy Birthday!!!
HURRICANE IKE
Early last Saturday morning Hurricane Ike hit Galveston, Houston, and Beaumont Texas very hard. The storm surge was big causing some great damage to these cities. There is a lot of clean up to be done so the church has asked for volunteers here in San Antonio to go down to Houston to help clean up. Jeff and his two brothers (Brian and Mark) who are visiting us will be going to Houston early tomorrow to help out. The women in my ward have been asked to make treats that the volunteers can pass out to the people in Houston. I am grateful that the church is so organized when it comes to disaster relief.
Jeff's Aunt and Uncle who live in North West Houston (near the temple) sent us these pictures of what happened to the homes around their neighborhood. They told us the electricity went on and off all through Friday night and Saturday morning. They survived the storm and were one of the lucky few homes that still had electricity. Church was cancelled for them Sunday, so they helped prepare meals for people in their ward who did not have electricity. Thankfully they had minimal damage to their home.
My best friend Janae' happened to be visiting Vidor Texas (near Beaumont) for her grandfather's funeral when the storm hit. All of her family members are fine and she made it back home to AZ on Wednesday. She told me she saw cars flipped over, homes completely split in half by fallen trees, flooding, and even more things she could not even describe. Please keep the victims of Hurricane Ike in your thoughts and prayers.


This is Uncle Larry and Aunt Sue's backyard. Luckily they were able to board up a few of their windows.

These past few days have been days I know I do not want to relive but I know I have grown stronger and closer to my Heavenly Father. Saturday I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks. I had not told very many people I was pregnant because I wanted to wait until I had my first doctors appointment where I could hear the heartbeat. With Brayden I was very sick and nauseated. I noticed that this pregnancy felt different. I was only nauseated if I did not eat and I felt really good. This concerned me a little but I tried to stay positive and keep the thought of a miscarriage out of my mind.
Last Thursday I started to spot. Right there I knew this was not a good sign. I immediately went to Jeff and we both started to look up on the internet what this could be. I did not know what else to do so I asked Jeff for a comfort blessing. The blessing said some beautiful things and I felt at peace. We felt I had a 50\50 chance of keeping this baby.
Friday I woke up and the spotting became very heavy. This is when I knew I was going to lose the baby. Immediately I tried calling around to see if a doctor would see me. After a lot of calls and frustration I prayed to my Heavenly Father that he would guide me to a good doctor and that they would take me in today. I needed help with my burdens. Immediately a doctors name came to my mind that a good friend in my ward recommended. I called the office and the receptionist said she was going to personally ask the doctor if she could squeeze me in. Ten minutes later the receptionist called back and I had an appointment at 1:00 p.m. I got a babysitter for Brayden and Jeff and I were off to my appointment. The doctor confirmed I was having a miscarriage and she was very personable and nice to Jeff and I. We decided to let me pass the baby on my own instead of having a D & C, since I was already starting the process. After the appointment Jeff took me to sonic to cheer me up with a burger and a shake. That night I prayed that the miscarriage would come as soon as possible.
Saturday morning we had a ward youth lake trip planned at Jeff's parents house. Jeff and I got up at 6:00 a.m and I had strong feeling that I should drive out with Jeff early instead of driving out later with Brayden. As we were driving out to his parents I started to have very painful cramping. When we got to his parents I felt like the miscarriage was going to happen any minute. Sure enough nature was taking its course. I stayed upstairs at the Lake House and I watched from a window the fun everyone was having. My mother-in-law was my personal nurse the entire morning.
After about three hours of heavy bleeding, severe cramping and feeling light headed I decided to call my doctor. After telling the doctor my situation I was told I needed to go to the ER. During this conversation we had a young women break her nose. Then we had another young women pass out due to dehydration causing the ambulance, sheriff, firefighters, and game and fish to all come to the Lake House. Due to the chaos I tried to cope with the pain and I held off going to the ER. After another half hour of extreme pain I called Jeff and asked him for a blessing and told him I needed to go to the hospital. Jeff immediately came in and gave me blessing. The blessing told me that I would have peace and comfort and that I would be okay. It also told me not to be afraid to try again to bring more spirits down because they are waiting. I am so grateful to have a husband who is worthy of holding the priesthood and that I can call upon him to use at anytime.
After the blessing I felt a little better so I decided to hold off going to the ER. Eventually I started to feel worse and I felt like I was going to pass out. After five hours of pain and bleeding I knew I had to go to the ER. Jeff drove as fast as he could to the ER. I was in so much pain I felt like throwing up and I could not even stand on my own. A nurse came out with a wheelchair and wheeled me in. I waited for about ten minutes and I started to pass out. A nurse saw how pail I was and took me in immediately. They put an IV in me and gave me medicine for the pain. I was starting to feel so much better. They then took me in for an ultrasound. It revealed I still had not passed the baby. With the help of the doctor I was able to pass it with out having a D & C.
As I was in the hospital I kept thinking how the Savior has felt my pain and so much more. Physically the only other day I have felt just as much pain was the day I delivered Brayden. At least with Brayden I was able to take a beautiful baby boy home. This experience has made Jeff and I so much more grateful for Brayden and his sweet spirit. I know that we will have to wait just a little bit longer for more sweet spirits to come into our home. So many people have said things to me that have really comforted my soul during this difficult time. I know that Lord has a plan for Jeff and I and we have to accept his time table. I know that through this trial something good will come out of it in the end.
This past Friday Jeff's two younger(very single) brothers came down from Utah. We have not seen them since January so we have many fun things planned to do this week with them. Since all of Jeff's immediately family is in town we decided to throw Jill (Jeff's mom) a surprise 50th Birthday party. We thought it would be fun to do a 50's theme. Jeff and I wanted Jill to know how grateful we are for everything she has done for us. She has raised 5 beautiful children and she is always willing to help us with Brayden. She has lived a beautiful 50 years and we know her grandchildren will look at her life as a legacy to continue on. Happy Birthday!
I loved how the cake turned out. (Thanks Kristi for all your help I could not have done all this without you.) As we were setting up for the party I kept telling Kristi how I can't wait for Brian and Mark to get married so I can have sister in-laws to help with these family parties. I guess I will keep praying for my future sister-in-laws.
This was supposed to be the crazy picture but I guess some of the Fuller's did not get the memo!
He also likes to slide into the pool. I don't even have to catch him.
During our water basketball game Brayden somehow found himself in the game. Heather is trying hard to block Brayden from the boys. Luckily Brayden did not get hurt.
So I have not been so good at blogging this month but it has been a busy month for Jeff and I. Two weeks ago I had the opportunity to go to girls camp with my ward and stake. I was asked back in March to be one of the camp leaders. At that point Jeff and I were not sure if we were still going to be in the ward so I committed to helping prepare the girls to go and as time got closer we would see if we were still around for me to go. May came around and I decided that I would commit to going. For those of you that do not know me very well I am not a very good camper. I am scared of bugs, I hate public restrooms, and I do not enjoy sleeping in tents. I love my bed at home. But for some reason I knew that the Lord wanted me to be at girls camp this year. I even talked my sister-in-law Heather into coming with me. Getting the girls all set and ready for camp was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Luckily Kristi, Heather, Sherri, and I had each others help. The two nights before camp I was only getting 3 hours of sleep each night but somehow the Lord helped me function through the day. The morning of camp we met at the church at 5:30a.m. At 6:30 we were all loaded up and ready to head towards Camp Bovay. Girls camp was near Houston and it took us about 3 hours to get there. We arrived checked in and started to set up our tents in 100 degree weather. I think all of us were miserable but we got our tents up as quickly as possible and headed to lunch in the air conditioned room. All I kept thinking at this point was Texas camping is nothing similar to what I experienced at girls camp in AZ. I am used to mountains, pine trees, cool weather where you have to have camp fires and sweatshirts on. I did not pack one pair of pants and I lived in basketball shorts the whole week. We as leaders joked that we were all Laman and Lemual and the girls were Nephi because we never heard them complain. Luckily there was a swimming pool with slides that we as leaders were able to swim in each morning. The pool was my saving grace. The first night at camp it rained during dinner very hard for about an hour. Yes the temperature dropped 25 degrees but at night when we were sleeping it was very humid. Luckily it did not rain any other day but a lot of the girls tents did not with stand the rain. Many girls had to sleep with semi wet sleeping bags that first night. As the week went on I think my body adjusted to the heat. Despite the heat we as leaders and the girls had fun. I felt the spirit so strong and my testimony was strengthened. My favorite night was the last night of camp when we had ward testimony meeting. I am amazed at how strong the girls in my ward are. I love each one of them and I feel honored to be able to work with them. I will never forget this experience! Thanks Grandma Jill for watching Brayden.
When I arrived home for girls camp I was greeted by an unhappy little boy who had a bad accident earlier in the week. I guess this is what happens when Mom goes to girls camp.
I always look forward to the 4th of July because I know it will be a day of family, friends, and fun! Since I studied American History in College I love quizzing people on American History Facts(especially on the 4th of July). I know that the Lord paved the way for our Founding Fathers to create this wonderful and amazing Country. I feel blessed to have been born and raised in the U.S.A. Last year my family came out from AZ to visit us in Texas. We watched the fireworks from my in-laws boat on the lake. It was really fun! This year Jeff and I decided to invite family and friends over to play games, swim, and play waterbasketball. The best part of the whole evening is we were able to walk right down the street and we had a perfect view of the fireworks. The weather was nice and cool and towards the end of the fireworks it started to sprinkle. I do have to admit I do not miss watching fireworks in 100 degree weather. I guess Texas can have its advantages. This picture is Brayden with his Grandma Jill. Brayden loves to swim. If we tell him we are going swimming he immediately goes to his room and gets his swimsuit and swim diapers. Brayden is becoming more adventurous. He will walk on the diving board but he refuses to jump off to Daddy.
Brayden has this obsession with driving. He enjoys sitting in the truck and steering. He also loves keys. He likes putting them in the ignition. When we go shopping at Ross or at Wal-mart he likes to take my keys and shuv them in a small hole in the shopping cart to act like they are in the ignition. He screams if I pull them out. Excuse the wild hair but his hair has so much texture and volume that he looks like a wild man all day.
Last Thursday Brayden turned 2 years old. Where has the time gone? Before you know it he will be in kindergarten. We had a birthday party for Brayden Thursday night. JD, Janae, and Crew arrived in San Antonio Thursday afternoon so Brayden was a able to have one friend his age at his party. I decided this year to do the John Deere Tractor theme. (Now that we live in Texas I thought the theme was very appropriate.)It was so much fun. My favorite part of the party was decorating the cake.
This week Jeff and I are celebrating our 28th Birthdays. Jeff and I are exactly one day apart. Jeff married an older woman by 24 hours. Its fun sharing Birthdays because we get to have a fun long weekend. Today we are going to go wakeboarding with family and friends. Tomorrow we are going up to Dallas to go to (their) six flags. I want to wish Jeff a Happy Birthday and tell you that I love you very much. Thank you for being such a good husband, father, friend, and provider. Thank you for being patient with me and my weaknesses. You make me want to be a better person. I am so glad that I get to share my birthday with my best friend!!! 
The other night I came home to Brayden walking in my white heels. Daddy thought it was funny so he took some pictures. I love how Brayden has the shoes on the wrong feet. He even has the wrong toes between the thong on his left foot. I will have to slowly take away his bedtime bottle now that he is turning two. He is such a bottle baby. He will drink sippy cups but he prefers bottles when I put him down for bed. Jeff and I are doing well. We are very grateful that we have been able to house sit for our good family friends who have moved to Utah. They have a beautiful custom home. This blessing has given us more time to figure out where in San Antonio we want to live. The Lord always finds ways to make things work out.
For the past five months I have been working in Young Women's as the Personal Progress Leader. Along with being responsible for helping the girls complete their Personal Progress, I am in charge of putting together Young Women's Recognition. I really wanted this to be a special night for the girls who were receiving their medallions, and for the rest of the Young Women. We as leaders decided it would be nice to honor all the Young Women. I found these pretty austrian crystal earrings at Serendipity. To tie in the earrings my mother in law helped me write this quote. "We want you to always remember you are a Daughter of a King. We hope that you will wear these earrings as a reminder of who you are. They represent the jewels in your crown. They reflect many different colors which represent your YW Values. Please continue to be valiant and obedient to your Heavenly Father. If you do you will receive your crown in the Celestal Kindom." The quote of the night was "O, Be True to Who You Are... A Daughter of a King." I was very pleased with how the night went. I think all the Young Women felt special.
Yesterday was my Father's Birthday. I wish I could have been in Arizona to celebrate with my family. I guess now that I live 1000 miles away I will not be able to make it to all special family events. I want my Father to know how grateful I am for everything you have done for me these past 27 years. You have been a great teacher and example for me. I love you. Happy Birthday!!
This past Sunday I had the opportunity to teach the young women. The topic I was given was preparing to be an eternal companion. I have known for a while I was going to be teaching this lesson, so it had been on my mind for quite sometime. I wanted to make sure that in some way I could help these girls understand the importance of preparing now to be a future wife and mother. Thanks to sugardoodle.net I was able to get great ideas on how to present this lesson. I started out by giving the girls a paper that said "resume for my future husband." I had the girls list qualities they wanted in their future husband. After a few minutes we shared our ideas. Then I had the girls cross out husband and write in wife. From there I explained that boys/men are looking for qualified women too, and that now is the time to prepare. We talked about how they can prepare physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and socially. I feel the lesson went well and I pray they can apply the things that they have learned into their lives. Ironically everytime I give a lesson or talk in church I always feel there is something the Lord feels I need to realize or learn as well. This lesson made me realize that even after we get married we still need to prepare and work on becoming a better person in all of these areas mentioned above . I know I have so many things I need to improve on, but I am grateful that Jeff can look past my weeknesses and see the potential I have. I feel the Lord gives us a marriage to help one another overcome our weeknesses so that we can return to him. I just wanted to let Jeff know how grateful I am for him. I appreciate all you do for me and our family. I love you.
Brayden cried when I took this white chair away from him. I never should have taken it away because it was all down hill from there. Luckily we got a few good shots.




I had to bribe Brayden with gum to get him to take all these pictures in the brown outfit. He was still mad that I took his white chair away. Luckily Brayden's 2nd cousin (Dallin) was in good spirits for the pictures. I wonder how people can even get toddler twins to take pictures. TODDLERS!!

Well this is what the Fullers' have been working on for the past year. This is the first custom home we have built here in Texas. Jeff's Father used to build custom homes in Arizona so he has been teaching us all about the business. We are very grateful for the work and time he has given us. Everybody in Jeff's immediate family has contributed some type of work to this home, so it will be bitter sweet when we finally sell it. This house is 6400 sq. ft. It has 5 bedrooms, a den, living, family, and dining room, a loft, gameroom, and media room. It also has a four car garage. We still have to do some finishing touches on this house. We have started the second house so I will post pictures of it later. In Texas track homes are usually made of brick so people love stucco homes. Tile roofs are not common here. Most people have asphalt shingle roofs. Tile roofs are very expensive out here. It is so different from AZ.
These are the front doors. I love the rod iron!
Jeff and I now have church at 1:00 p.m. We decided that we would make a big Easter breakfast so that after church we could relax and not have to worry about cooking a big dinner. Here's Brayden in his new Easter outfit. I love Brayden in blue in brown.My two handsome boys!
Brayden is usually very grumpy after church. I think it's because church is during his normal naptime. This is one of the typical faces he gives me when he is tired or upset. This picture was taken right after Jeff picked him up from nursery.
We celebrated Easter Monday night with Jeff's Family. Jill made a good roast with potatoes, carrots, and homemade rolls. (This is one of my favorite meals). After dinner we had an Easter egg hunt for Brayden. Here is Brayden hunting for the eggs.
Saturday morning Jeff checked the weather and decided it would be the perfect day to go to the San Antonio Zoo. The high was going to be 71 degrees, sunny, with a slight breeze. We got ready and headed off to the zoo. Here is Brayden pointing at the bear. We had to take this picture because one of Brayden's nicknames is Brayden Bear. (Daddy gave him that nickname).
After spending an afternoon at the zoo we decided to take Brayden to the park so he could show Daddy how he can go down the big kid slide. I have been trying to take Brayden to the park as much as possible. The weather is great and it's a good way for him to burn some energy off.
10 years ago: I was 17, a senior at Ironwood High School, the varsity cheer captain, on the performance dance team and I was preparing for college.
5 things on my to do list today: clean my house, return a movie, shop at walmart, spend time with family, and look for a pair of new jeans.
Snacks I enjoy: I love anything sweet......ice cream, chocolate chip cookies, cheesecake, chocolate cake. I also love homemade rolls and bread. I could not live without carbs.
What I would do if I were suddenly a billionaire: I would by a home in Arizona and Texas so we could be close to both of our families. I would then spoil my parents and siblings with anything they wanted. I would invest the rest so Jeff could retire.
5 jobs I have: Working retail at Red Eye clothing store, teller at Wells Fargo, dance instructor, 8th grade U.S. history teacher, and cheer coach.
3 of my bad habits: I am a little OCD about having my house clean. I am learning that with children it's hard to keep your house perfect all the time. My sweet tooth. I am a perfectionist.
5 places I have lived: Arizona, Texas, and Utah
5 things people don't know about me: I love to help people decorate their homes (I would love to be an interior decorator), I love shopping for bargains at ROSS, I am afraid of heights, I always wanted to be a dancer for the BYU Cougarettes, I was born at the same hospital as my father and was delivered by the same doctor.
I tag Kristi, Chelsea, and Melody
Today was our four year anniversary. I can't believe we have been married for almost half a decade. Time flies by so fast. Tonight Jeff and I went and saw a chick flick (27 Dresses). I knew this would be the only day this year I could get Jeff to see a girlie movie without putting up a fight. He was a sweetheart and sat through the entire movie with not too much complaining. It was a night to get out and feel like lovebirds again. Sometimes I feel we get so caught up with life we forget those amazing feelings we had for each other when we were engaged and on our wedding day. Four years down and an eternity to go!!!!


My friend Janae has been trying to get me to do a blog for the past six months. She stayed up with me late last night showing me how to set it up. Thanks Janae for your help. This January Jeff and I took a trip to DisneyWorld for three days and then we went on a Disney Cruise to the Bahamas. These pictures were taken at Disneys island called Castaway Cay. The water was too cold for Jeff and I so we took a nap on the beach and did a bike ride. The beaches were white and the water was very blue. It's the prettiest island I have been to. As you can see my legs have not seen the sun for a few months. We had a blast. Thanks Grandma Jill and Heather for watching Brayden.